Time flies when you are having fun!

Been a while since I have had the time to write a new post….guess that’s a good thing! Things have been going exceptionally well! It has officially been over a year since my now ex-husband left me. It has been an incredibly rough year, but I wouldn’t have traded it for anything! I learned so much about myself in such a short amount of time and feel like I have really grown as a person. I found strength I didn’t even know I had, realized that I do have the ability to lose weight and make life changes, and achieved things I didn’t know were possible. All of this didn’t come easy, and came with a lot of heartache and regret and made me a little more guarded and jaded but also left some wounds of insecurity and an inability to fully trust. I look back and am so proud at what I have done and all I have accomplished! I also look back and realize just how happy I really am at this point in my life! Life may not have worked out like I had planned, but I am pleasantly surprised in just how wonderful it has become! D was probably one of the biggest and best surprises in my life! I found his sexy little profile pic on my dating site search and got the courage to message him doubting that he would respond, and to my astonishment, he did respond! Our first date was rough, but the little kiss at the end had so much chemistry in it that I just had to have a second date, and I am so happy that we did! Every day that I spend with him gets better and better and I fall more in love with him every day! He isn’t perfect by any means, but he makes me happy and I really see great things in our future! We are coming up on 10 months of being together, but it honestly feels like we have known each other for years! I am constantly amazed by him and my love for him. I didn’t think it was possible to love again, and I have never felt such passion and lust for someone or felt that passion and lust for me. I decided last week to ask D to move in with me….he pretty much does anyway, but this will make it more official! I do find it kind of silly that we were talking about making a child together before we talked about living together! We are so not the norm by any means! Looking forward to having him live with me….I miss him so much when he is gone! And as far as the child thing goes…I am currently testing my ovulation and plan to lose another 20 pounds before we try. I am hoping to talk more about it and see where we are around the first of the year! I feel so blessed and so happy and optimistic about life now! I can’t wait to see what happens for us!