Out of the blue

Last night was such a wonderful night, I was actually quite sad that it had to end. I picked D up after work, and my mom treated all of us to dinner at Chipotle which was really delicious, and then went home for the night as he was staying over. Thankfully, he lives close to where I work, so this worked out pretty well. D and I cuddled downstairs and watched How I Met Your Mother and then ‘worked’ off our dinner! After that we hooked up his PS3 and watched The Hobbit, which is absolutely incredible! It was just so nice, beyond words nice! I fit so perfectly in his arms and I love resting my head on his chest. He smells so good and it makes me feel so safe! Wonderful way to watch a movie! The movie ended somewhere around 11 so we headed upstairs. So I am going to preface this by saying that I have now entered this stage in my life where my mind and body are acting like a hormone-raging teenager. I never really craved sex when I was with my husband. Sex was just okay, it was a way to express love to each other but was very short and really not that satisfying, and therefore, caused us to have a less than exciting sex life. I was okay with this because that was all I knew and all I was used to, I had no idea of the world I was missing out on. I now crave sex all day long! We could have it 3 times a day and I’m pretty sure that I would want it more. I have never had this before, and it is just amazing! I have never felt more like a woman or more attractive in my life. The fact that this gorgeous and amazing man likes having sex with me and gets off looking at my body confuses and thrills me, but I love it! It was really quite funny because when we headed upstairs, I made a comment that we wouldn’t do much sleeping and he commented that he was actually really tired. I then made it my mission to entice him to have sex with me. It actually did not take that long and before I knew it, I was having mind blowing sex. I should take a moment to apologize to anyone reading this that I may know…this may be TMI, but I don’t care! I am ecstatic! I now realize just how much of a wild side that I have! So off of this topic because my face is getting flush… I also keep realizing how much I really like this guy! We talked last night and both admitted to one another how we are falling for each other. It blows my mind how fast this is all happening, yet it just feels so right! I have never quite felt like this before. It is insanely scary but also extremely exciting! I am having so much fun getting to know D and spending time with him! He brightens my days and makes me very happy. I didn’t know that I would feel this way again, and then here he is, he just came out of nowhere! I feel so lucky! He is going to come over again tonight to stay the night and I am counting down that time to when I get to see him!