Thanksgiving

First of all, HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! Today has actually been very nice! I did my annual sweet breakfast treat while watching the Macys Thanksgiving Day Parade, looked at the ads and planned out my shopping adventure for tonight, and had wonderful dinner with some great people and finished it out with Wii bowling and some wine. As I type this, I have on Parenthood and am sipping away on a Mikes Hard Lemonade. Life is pretty good right now, not great, but manageable! So now on to the reason I am writing this entry, I do have to warn you that this pretty much TMI, and I am not sure who reads this, but if it is anyone I know, let it be known that I did warn you, so here goes nothing! Sex….. I have never thought this much about sex in my entire life! I literally feel like a teenage boy. My husband is the only one I have had sex with, so for nearly 10 years, I have been able to have sex at any time I wanted, and now, it is gone! I think that has had an adverse effect on my brain and is driving me crazy! The reason for this entry was the disturbing thought I had today. Lately, pretty much every man I come into contact with I have dirty little thoughts about. Let me say that I would never do anything with anyone as long as I am married, but I can’t help these little thoughts from invading my mind. So today, we went over to a family friend’s house, and this boy who I have practically known my whole life was there. As soon as he entered the room I took notice; he smelled amazing, his toned arms and legs looked incredible and that little thought crept up, but as soon as it did, I became immediately disturbed and left the room. I have no feelings towards this person what so ever, but it was the lethal combination of manliness that put me over the edge. Strangers, actors, and singers, those are okay to think about, but as soon as it turns to someone I have known since we were kids, that is when I had to admit that I have a problem. How do I quit thinking about sex? I am actually very disturbed and concerned, mainly concerned with how long this drought is going to last! I am going crazy!! If for some strange reason I have been able to keep you interest piqued and you are still reading this, I will end this by saying that I hope the rest of your Thanksgiving is wonderful and for all those as crazy as I am…. Happy shopping!!