Tuesday, November 6, 2012
Humanity at it's finest!
I don’t get people, and to be more broad, I don't get
life. Why on earth would people go to all lengths to hurt others. Had a phone
call from the married woman who is messing around with my husband to inform me
that I have no right to say anything about the example she is setting for her
kids since I am barren and will never have children. Not only does that hurt,
but it infuriates me, and also makes me realize how ignorant she really is.
First of all, I am not barren, I have low progesterone which was fixed by
taking a pill, however it is my husband who cannot produce the sperm needed for
a child. I will have children! Secondly, whether or not I have children has no
bearing on the fact that I have eyes, ears, and compassion for people
especially children. I merely pointed out that by allowing this to happen you
are setting an example for your children not to respect marriage, the opposite sex,
themselves or others. You are showing them that it is okay to lie and cheat as
long as it benefits you. The fact that she had nothing to defend herself other
than throwing jabs at me means that she probably realized that. And it
infuriates me that she believes she has all of this knowledge about me and my
life to even comment on something like that. Granted, I probably should not
have commented in the first place, but I was respectful, honest, and did not
aim to hurt. I have class. I have more class and respect for others in my pinky
than she does in her whole body. How could he ever go for a person like that?! He
is sure fighting some serious demons! I just feel defeated today and crushed! For
someone to be that malicious is completely disheartening! I have a clear
conscious, and I feel good about the decisions I am making, though I die inside
every day from the choices he is making. How long can this go on? How long will
this suffering last? How long will he continue to hurt me? I think what hurts
the most is the fact that he took our relationship and is manipulating it into
this horrible mess that never had any good in it. He is literally destroying this
amazing and wonderful thing we had together and defaming it with these lies all
so he can feel justified and good in the choices he made. I know the truth, he
knows the truth, and more importantly, God knows the truth. Today, my wonderful
boss brought in a quote for me she got from church last Sunday. It says, "Let
God handle this battle for you- trust him"... and that is what I intend to
do.
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