Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Humanity at it's finest!

I don’t get people, and to be more broad, I don't get life. Why on earth would people go to all lengths to hurt others. Had a phone call from the married woman who is messing around with my husband to inform me that I have no right to say anything about the example she is setting for her kids since I am barren and will never have children. Not only does that hurt, but it infuriates me, and also makes me realize how ignorant she really is. First of all, I am not barren, I have low progesterone which was fixed by taking a pill, however it is my husband who cannot produce the sperm needed for a child. I will have children! Secondly, whether or not I have children has no bearing on the fact that I have eyes, ears, and compassion for people especially children. I merely pointed out that by allowing this to happen you are setting an example for your children not to respect marriage, the opposite sex, themselves or others. You are showing them that it is okay to lie and cheat as long as it benefits you. The fact that she had nothing to defend herself other than throwing jabs at me means that she probably realized that. And it infuriates me that she believes she has all of this knowledge about me and my life to even comment on something like that. Granted, I probably should not have commented in the first place, but I was respectful, honest, and did not aim to hurt. I have class. I have more class and respect for others in my pinky than she does in her whole body. How could he ever go for a person like that?! He is sure fighting some serious demons! I just feel defeated today and crushed! For someone to be that malicious is completely disheartening! I have a clear conscious, and I feel good about the decisions I am making, though I die inside every day from the choices he is making. How long can this go on? How long will this suffering last? How long will he continue to hurt me? I think what hurts the most is the fact that he took our relationship and is manipulating it into this horrible mess that never had any good in it. He is literally destroying this amazing and wonderful thing we had together and defaming it with these lies all so he can feel justified and good in the choices he made. I know the truth, he knows the truth, and more importantly, God knows the truth. Today, my wonderful boss brought in a quote for me she got from church last Sunday. It says, "Let God handle this battle for you- trust him"... and that is what I intend to do.

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