Short and not so sweet

I feel so left behind, so alone, and so far beyond repair. I am angry, hurt, lost, confused, defeated, depressed, and devastated! I am beginning to resent him and hate him. I hate that he could hurt me like this, I hate that he took everything from me! I hate that all I can do is sit back and take it! I hate being in limbo, I hate this feeling of love and hate! I don’t know what I can do. I feel like I keep getting knocked down and I am not sure how many more times I can get back up. It is starting to wear on me. I feel like every frustrating and devastating thing that could possibly happen to me has happened! When will it stop?! When will my life continue? When will it be my time for all of my dreams to come true? This can’t really be my life, can it?! There has to be some good in it!