Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Sending out bad karma

I experienced a new level of pain yesterday as I learned that my soon to be ex-husband is going to be moving into a condo in the next month with the woman he cheated on me with. I know that it is over between us, but I want him to live a miserable and shitty life feeling just half of the pain that he has caused me. I don’t want him to live with her and those kids. It absolutely disgusts me! I really shouldn't feel this way since I am pretty much sending out bad karma, but I don't give a fuck! What’s worse is that he insists on taking our dog just because he can, which wouldn’t bother me, if he was going to do what he said and have a back yard for the dog. We have a lab/great dane mix and he wants to take him from a big backyard to a small condo where there is no place for him to run or somewhere he can be outside! He is so unbelievable selfish! I guess I should have expected this kind of behavior from him. He is so childish and relies on others. There is no way he could live alone. He doesn’t know how to be independent and craves attention too much! Hearing that news took me by surprise and made me feel ill, but all in all, I guess I am glad it worked out like it did! Maybe living together with this vile woman and the kids will kill his romantic/family fantasy! One can only hope! Beyond that, things are going good. I am gearing up for Memorial Day weekend and excited to spend the day in Manitou with D! Not only do I have Monday off, but I also took next Friday off! So stoked! Hopefully I can get all of my house stuff in order and catch up on some Mad Men and enjoy this wonderful weather! I hope everyone has a fantastic holiday weekend!

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