It worked! The clomid has officially worked!
And how do I know this? My Clearblue Easy Fertility Monitor displayed that
lovely little egg emblem that I have longed to see again! I OVULATED! This may
be an easy feat for most, but ovulating does not come easy to me. I have low progesterone
as well as a luteal phase defect which required me to be on Clomid to help with
the ovulation and Crinone to help with the LPD. It has been about 3 years since
the last time I took Clomid and have been really nervous about how effective it
would be on my body this time around. This is my 1st cycle using it,
and much to my surprise and enjoyment, I got that lovely ‘Peak Fertility’ that
I have been dreaming about! It felt so unbelievably good just to see that
little egg staring at me, I could almost see it grinning!
I leaped out of the bathroom with my ear to ear smile and showed D! He smiled nearly as big as me and said ‘Congrats!’ and we both started to tear up a little. We are emotional freaks! Now we are on to a few more days of fun before I start Crinone and keep our fingers crossed and prayers flying while we do the dreaded two week wait! Not looking forward to those, but if it gets me closer, if not all the way to that little pink plus sign, it is all worth it! Still shocked that I am writing about this again, feels unreal! Life is amazing! We had a conversation at lunch today about things in our past we would do-over or erase. If you asked me a few years ago, I would have given you a list a mile long, nearly all of them having to do with my ex-husband, but now, I am living this life that is filled with love and happiness far above what I imagined, and it is all because of the things that have happened in my life thus far. So no, I wouldn't change or erase a thing. Every bit of pain was worth it! So now I will get back to work with my ear to ear smile and enjoy the blissful feeling of knowing that I am on the right path, and I have ovulated!
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