So things didn't go according to plan,
rarely do they ever, but that is okay. The unanimous vote for this month was a
resounding no. A little more time was needed for both and I am truly okay with
it. Truth be told, I am a little nervous and anxious, and I felt ill prepared. The
past few weeks have been insane with work and schedules and figuring out a new
routine, everything felt rushed which caused that feeling of anxiety. So rather
than stress and have those feelings attached to it, we decided to push it to
next month. This just means I get to drink and celebrate my 1st
anniversary of turning 29, or as others may call it, my 30th birthday.
I would have loved to be surprised on my birthday with a positive test, but a
Christmas surprise works just as well J I went to a
Women of Faith conference this weekend that completely changed my attitude. I
learned to not stress about the specifics as I know that God will take control
of it and he will provide. I no longer get too hung up on deadlines or
timelines. I now focus on the fact that I am back at this place where I am
actually able to try again. I honestly wasn't sure I would be here, at least with man. I was almost tempted to get a donor and see what happened there. I am
truly blessed with my life and how things are going, and I need to focus on
that and give God my praise and all my worries. I am at a good part in my life,
great in fact, and I am going to relish in that. Things will happen when they
are supposed to and I am going to do my best to help them along, but I am going
to continue to enjoy life and be happy for the things I do have. I still can’t
believe that this is my life, that I get to share my life with an amazing man
who I am so in love with. I get to spend my days not only with him, but his
beautiful and wonderful daughter who I love and cherish. Couldn't ask for a
better life!
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